skeleton in my closet

skeleton in my closet
people refuse to i let them read.

Monday, June 16, 2014


ada orang mungkin gelak bila aku cakap pasal agama.yelah siapa aku nak sembang lebih-lebih.aku sendiri belum cukup sempurna.cuma,apa kata kalau ibadah yang kita buat tu, kita simpan untuk diri sendiri.cuma antara kita dengan tuhan.bukan apa,sebab aku rasa perkara tu bukan benda yang patut kita share dengan orang.especially dalam social network ni.


kalau ada orang tu tak pernah nak gebang pasal solatnya, tak pernah nak tweet pasal mengajinya, tak pernah nak instagram ibadah sunatnya, jangan assume dia tak buat.mungkin dia paling patuh ajaran tuhan.mungkin jugak yang sembang kencang tu cuma sembang paling kosong.habuk pun tarak.

Monday, May 19, 2014

its back.

aku andaikan rasa tu dah hilang.
tapi rupanya cuma lumpuh sekejap.
dan aku sedar ia dah kembali.
menjadi lebih kuat.
lets see how long it will be.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

the social network.

i really love social media.i join almost all the social network that exist in this word. Friendster, MySpace,Fb, Twitter, Instagram, Blog?you name it. I can check my Instagram every 5 minutes without getting bored. i can scroll my twitter every one minutes. see how much i love them? BUT. Certain people makes me hate my favorite things. Those people who use these social media to express their feeling (read: dissatisfaction).

kalau kita ada sesuatu yang mengganggu fikiran reagrding certain people, talk to them. DISCUSS. not tweet about it. don't make it as a status on your Fb. people will know who you are talking about. social media wont help. Instead, it makes things worst!

one more thing, never assume. make yourself ASK what is wrong. because sometimes what we heard or understand is not the real things that happen.

and. people have feelings. what you write in your social network might broke someone's heart into pieces. especially your FRIENDS.


Saturday, May 3, 2014


i have some (read:  LOADS) of work need to be done due this Tuesday. but classic me, instead of doing it, i choose to procrastinate. why bother doing it right now if i can do it tomorrow huh? *please don't follow what i did!* i am seriously malas. how on earth there are some people who is so workaholic cant even take a day off and even bring their laptop to vacation???as for me, i take a break before i start doing anything!

so, last few days were kinda busy for me. urm actually i was busy and so kalut siapkan kerja yang tertangguh (see still tak ambik iktibar!). finish everything on wednesday so i thought why not reward myself some one day off on Thursday with le housemates.

HOWEVER, its not really a wise decision to go to the mall on public holiday. Setia City Mall was full! living in Puncak Alam where a place for jin bertendang, Setia City Mall is the nearest mall for me and my favourite sebab on normal day that place is lengang and aman. i'm not a fan of crowded mall. Times Square and Mid Valley is a big no for me! tapi Setia City Mall was not that peaceful yesterday. too many people and to find a parking spot wasn't fun at all!

oh yaa H&M being so tempting yesterday and i had to try few clothes on andddddd need to que to use the fitting rooms grrrrr. and guess what, everyone suddenly decided to watch the movie yesterday *insertanotherquetobuyticket T_T * teringin nak tengok spiderman sebenarnya tapi movie paling cepat boleh dapat pun Brick Mansion at 7.30. say bye bye je lahh to spiderman. note to my self :stay at home on public holiday. tapi i end up enjoyed my self so much watching Brick Mansions!highly recommended!

memandangkan movie macam lambat sikit so lepak dekat padang Setia City Mall tu. for those yang pernah pergi situ for sure tau kan padang kat sebelah tu.i really love that padang sebab padang to dah jadi tempat for recreational activity untuk family and its a nice place to lepak. and this is what i did 





i played bubbles!yeayy finallyyyy.dah lama kot teringin nak main bubbles ni setiap kali pergi
 Setia City Mall.tapi tak ada orang layan and my friends not really interested sobs.tapi that day miera and shafiq willing to layan me while fauzan and didi spending their scholarship money to the mall.

i had so much fun making bubbles and poping others bubbles!ehehe.feels like 10 years old  ;p


masa tu jugak ada buskers main music so we continued lepak sampai petang..i love this..instead of jalan2 dalam mall masa tengah pokai apa pun tak boleh beli,better duduk sini gelak2.should do this again another time.

Friday, May 2, 2014

demmit. my friends still remember about my blog.

and they read.

and the laugh.


dear pojan and miera,or maybe alia,if you're reading this,

i hetchuuu    


Monday, April 7, 2014


i am very HAPPY to find out that there're people who still read my blog!yeayyy thank youu thank youuu.i'll make sure to be more rajin to write more.till next post!bubyee

*i have two test coming this week before going back to perlis.wish me luck!*

Saturday, April 5, 2014


for those who do not know,i am fat.yeah like really fat.and being a fat person, the most frequently asked question for me is 

'bila nak kurus?'
'taknak diet ke?'
'macam makin gemuk je?'
and etc etc

kalau orang kurus tak suka orang gemuk,ingat orang gemuk suka ke?not that i hate myself.its just that i am comfortable being me.TAPI.orang buat aku tak suka diri one time i love myself being cute (denial mode) and another time i fell like omaigod you are fat nora you dont look good in anything everybody is beautiful except you.

tipu lah kalau aku cakap tak teringin nak kurus.but then i love food.and they love me too.haha.okay seriously.i hate those diet that i only can eat one time and i have to starve for the whole night etc etc.i read some articles and they said that i should have enough calories for me to do my daily activities so why on earth i cannot eat?!

actually as a fat person i love to do activities you know?i love jogging (read:walking) .i love those home workout plank lunges jump rope and whatsoever.TAPII.i prefer doing the activities especially jogging with someone.i've been to denai larian alone and joging sorang2 suck you know?i'm being too paranoid that each people who jog beside me was saying something bad at me.

'euww lemak bergerak'
'dah gemuk baru nak joging?'

padahal they dont even notice me pftt.paranoid much huh? back in perlis it was easier for me to do those activities.dalam bilik sorang2 apadahall nak lompat macam mana pun.and i have eton to teman me joging (more like walking actually but fast walk ehehehe) .tapiii kat sini duduk apartment.kang aku lompat satu bangunan bergegar T_T .nak joging pun tasik jauhh.i'm not giving excuses but joging kat tempat yang sepatut wayy much better than joging around blok.more people looking.kat tasik tu semua buat hal masing2. *toomanyexcuseshuh?*

next week balik rumah.lets see if aku rajin ke tak nak buat activity.

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